i want to be like YOU!

If the phone don't ring. Here I am obsessing
He loves me, He loves me not
I tell myself I should just learn to shut up
I need to be like you
Ignore my emotions, emotions are dumb
Surf through the channels 'till my senses are numb
Shorten my attention span
Stick my foot in my mouth and just run away
Turn off my cell I ain't good nothing to say

Disappear and not give a damn

I should think like a man