Look at her smile, she's really happy. That's what I want. Be happy. I know I can be happy with others things but I want that stupid smile that tells to everybody "Hey, I'm in love". & I was but it wasn't perfect. I mean, he wasn't love me like I did, so was better end with that feeling.
Everytime I woke up i'm trying to kill it. Hope someday it works.
Anyway I can't pretend to someone loves me when I can't even love myself, when I can't understand myself and I'm still being so immature.
So keep waiting. It's all I can do.
If love is selfish then is not truly love, so I think that to calm dowm myself and tell "He wasn't, girl. Take it easy".
There's so many things in life that I can enjoy, so many people who I need to know. And I have so many wonderfull things, but always truly love is what I never felt.
I don't wanna die alone. Don't wanna die without that feeling, is very important to me because I always believe in that. And if you realize that what you believe isn't true, then all life lost sense. Whatever, maybe I'm not good enough for that, maybe I'm not made for that.
-Myself.-
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